Sunday, February 27, 2005
Feb has not been a good month. projects and more projects, stress and more stress, pissed and more pissed! and yeah, i've not been enjoying much, in fact. nothing at all. wake up early in the morning and sleep damn late at nite which suck like hell!
 can u see, my head feel crushed with all those disgusting things i need to do.
what things come to worse is, seems like everything im using is breaking down. boo! one suay thing come, all suay things will come together.
:'( yesterday i couldnt take it anymore, i burst everything out which make me feel a little better. i just hope everything will be over soon. hate rushing all the things when there's so little time.
JIA YOU FAT4! soon it'll be over!!!!!!!!!!!
lynnster was ranting on 2/27/2005 10:04:00 PM
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Thursday, February 24, 2005
im pissed. real pissed. cant i just have a single privacy huh?! this things is b/w us and y should u go tell somebody ELSE! damn it! and damn even i told my friend abt how i feel, at least tat fella is not involved in the matter. at least he wont go around posting or watever. damn!
this is adding more salt to the wound when projects are invading almost all my time and i cant sleep or eat well.
and YESH! IM DAMN PISSED!
FUCK U BITCH! (too harsh huh, anyway wont fuck also, scared my body part rot.) muahaha!
"Before you expect anything from others, think about yourself whether you can do it first. Dont wait till others say you then you say others look down on you."
something tat make me feel a little better. I GOT GMAIL! yesh! thanks XY! MUACKS!! heex! I LOVE FAT4! woooooo!
lynnster was ranting on 2/24/2005 10:00:00 PM
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
i guess im pms-ing again. feeling terrible now and need to write out all my rubbish. it's only down here i can be myself.
im starting to hate u. u cant seem to understand how i feel and what im trying to say even though im not even shouting or watever shit. im simply just TOO TIRED abt it. sick and tired of repeating myself all over again. sometimes i wonder is it the education we had that affect our ways of thinking. im not looking down on anybody but seriously, NT & NA ppl tend to think abt things briefly as sometimes not even want to think abt it. they choose to run away from it. Express and above tends to think deeply and ya, studies result prove it all. and YEAH, I HATE TALKING TO U NOW!
i swear, one day i'll become a mad beast running around tearing ppl up and make sure i make them into mince meat or even smaller pieces - the size of molecules and disappear into the thin air.
lynnster was ranting on 2/20/2005 10:10:00 PM
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Friday, February 18, 2005
boo! sad sad sad. my laptop is invaded by spywares. damn those digusting things that take control of my laptop illegally. __ (i guess blogger doesnt allow me to show the middle finger i made.)
and i spent like dont know how many hrs deleting it using yahoo!anti-spyware software and used norton virus-scan to scan it. and damn all this things! NO USE! they just keep coming back and made me so damn PISSED! real PISSED that i wanna cut the laptop into half, throw it to the wall and let it re-bounce to the floor and use my foot to step on it!
thanks to Jun Wen and Darius, im able to get rid of a few of them out of 100++ of them? damn. at least better than nothing. :( wish me luck that i can get rid all of them asap!
*MUACKS ALL*
lynnster was ranting on 2/18/2005 03:22:00 PM
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
im back babies! <3 been busy lately and im just too lazy to update what i've done. CNY was ok. went over to gina's house and lost my $$ to her - BlackJack Queen. :( anyway, it was fun. went over to Justin's house too. Sam - his dog tot the oranges were balls and there he goes running everywhere just for those oranges.
damn, i start to hate NMM when all my inspirations are gone! i couldnt think of a nice layout of this damn MOS burger thing. i guess i made the wrong choice for doing it and i swear im having a hell time doing it when my laptop is invaded by all those stupid shit and i cant get rid of them. my com is a turtle - slow, BLOODY SLOW! everything juz hang when i couldnt save a single thing.
thanks to Jun Wen, i get my lays potato chips. lol!! THANKS! Nadia and him accompanied me to bugis to have those Mos buger pictures done. woooo love u guys so much!!!!
yum yum~ LOVE LAYS! the only thing that can make me happy from all the PROJECTS!
lynnster was ranting on 2/15/2005 08:20:00 AM
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Friday, February 11, 2005
hello everybody! -wave wave- HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! guess it's not too late ar~ CNY had been alright for me. dont really haf the mood. weird year for me.
ok.. Justin came over to my house to bai nian yesterday. muahahah! can see he so damn bloody nervous coz this is his first time going to my house on CNY. everybody pamper him like mad. my aunty said he's handsome (hmm... i think she meant he's pretty) envy he got ang bao from my relatives too!!!!
my mother was complaining to me that she look like a mad woman in front of him.. -____- she was cooking and of coz la! nobody mind as long we got the FOOD! yeah yeah~ soon i'll be going to Gina's house to havoc la. lol!!! then Justin's house.
so hope u all got lotsa ANGBAOS!!! chaos~!
lynnster was ranting on 2/11/2005 08:12:00 AM
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Saturday, February 05, 2005
woo, im glad tat im managed to catch up with my old friends again. was shopping at PS (not play station but plaza singapura) to get one pathetic CNY clothes. and... i ate LJS - fish more. simply loves FISHES! yummy~ hahahaha!!!
then i walked all the way to paragon coz Justin said there got this nice open-styled chinese kitchen. so we went to check it out and then i was so damn bloody shocked to see Ann Kok & Roy. Ann Kok loves cooking, yah so it's still acceptable for me la. but tat Roy.. (i spelled ROT instead of Roy for the 3rd time.) *shake head* wat a big change. a BAD one indeed. blah~
i always like to comment on other ppl. bad lynn! bad lama! hahahaha!!! ok, did enjoyed myself eating fish, standing in front of the open kitchen for hrs and lame-ing aroud with Ann Kok.
PROJECT TIME! today will be the last day for me enjoying myself. :( gonna rush my projects and next u know.... presentation and examination!! i just had my test for like 2 weeks ago!!!!! wat the *toot*!
-booms-
lynnster was ranting on 2/05/2005 11:48:00 PM
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Friday, February 04, 2005
sometimes i really hate going back home! cant even haf a peace and quiet moment at home! he starts kp-ing her, and she not happy come & kp me. wat a cycle. pushing blames and venting anger on one another. this sucks! and i seriously hate the banging sound of doors and things!
im always ended up being the venting anger machine of theirs. they will only stop all this bloody nonsense when i explode. this is what they call being a role model for the young ones - childish act! only good at hao lian-ing themselves in front me or concern about themselves. simple things like no chilli in the food also cannot remember. so much for caring abt me - for the past 17 yrs, no chilli in food and they cant remember. this shows how useless they're or even worse when i've to repeat myself for 17 yrs and they still cant remember.
never did they accomplished the goal of being parents. never did they once appear in my most important moments of my life - first day in pri sch, getting PSLE results, first day in sec sch, getting awards in sch/outside, getting O level results.
sometimes i just feel tat im all alone in this world! what the hell i need my parents for?! yah, i thank them for creating me and other than tat what had they done for me?! i know.. paying for my expenses, food and the basic physical needs. other than tat, NOTHING. nv did they tried spending their times with me and understand me.
for what they had done for the past 17 yrs, this is me now - independent arse who doesnt share anything with them or need them. yah gonna agreed im selfish when im with them. arse! i love my friends and Justin. they're so much better than he and she. i can tell them how i feel and vent all my anger to them and they're willing to lend a listening ear to me. love ya guys lots!
*a venting anger cycle* and now im venting all my rubbish in here. i guess im pms-ing again. but at least i will not explode in front of them. YUCKS!
lynnster was ranting on 2/04/2005 08:39:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
ah! the laptop restarted on me for 1736653409329 times!!!  and i always nv manage to save as draft!!! damn tat jor.biz thingy! can somebody get rid of tat for me? and im pleased to give $1. lol!! ok!! i shall vent my stress and blah blah all over again!!!
all the deadline of the projects are drawing nearer and nearer! *shout out loud* STRESS!  poor me! and in no time, examination will be coming again!! in a few weeks time! damn it! didnt i just had tat term test 2 weeks ago?! time passes so damn bloody fast!!! and then again, there goes my yr1 sem2. 
im glad tat i had my fun even though im so damn bloody "busy". YES! im really very BUSY! chups used my long hair as a wig of hers today. lol!!! and not forgetting tat qinsheng used my hair too!!! -____- i admit, i look... like a ghost. boo~ hahaha!
i shall go sleep now b4 i really become a panda!
with lotsa <3,
princessoffartsnburps :)
lynnster was ranting on 2/02/2005 09:41:00 PM
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