sometimes i really hate going back home! cant even haf a peace and quiet moment at home! he starts kp-ing her, and she not happy come & kp me. wat a cycle. pushing blames and venting anger on one another. this sucks! and i seriously hate the banging sound of doors and things!
im always ended up being the venting anger machine of theirs. they will only stop all this bloody nonsense when i explode. this is what they call being a role model for the young ones - childish act! only good at hao lian-ing themselves in front me or concern about themselves. simple things like no chilli in the food also cannot remember. so much for caring abt me - for the past 17 yrs, no chilli in food and they cant remember. this shows how useless they're or even worse when i've to repeat myself for 17 yrs and they still cant remember.
never did they accomplished the goal of being parents. never did they once appear in my most important moments of my life - first day in pri sch, getting PSLE results, first day in sec sch, getting awards in sch/outside, getting O level results.
sometimes i just feel tat im all alone in this world! what the hell i need my parents for?! yah, i thank them for creating me and other than tat what had they done for me?! i know.. paying for my expenses, food and the basic physical needs. other than tat, NOTHING. nv did they tried spending their times with me and understand me.
for what they had done for the past 17 yrs, this is me now - independent arse who doesnt share anything with them or need them. yah gonna agreed im selfish when im with them. arse! i love my friends and Justin. they're so much better than he and she. i can tell them how i feel and vent all my anger to them and they're willing to lend a listening ear to me. love ya guys lots!
*a venting anger cycle* and now im venting all my rubbish in here. i guess im pms-ing again. but at least i will not explode in front of them. YUCKS!
lynnster was ranting on 2/04/2005 08:39:00 PM
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LYNN
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